So a little while back i did this pretty powerful ritual with a group i was working with and it called for writing a prayer to my own higher self; or even the powerful spirit and ethos of the caring universe. I scribbled a version of it into my journal and only just pulled it out tonight–this has been a pretty tough few weeks of temperature check for myself–You know, the whole, “who am i, what am i doing here” business that sparks a bit of energy every once-in-a while.
so as i sat quite still and read these words i felt so grateful to a higher self that helped me to write these words down a while back, knowing this would be just what i was yearning to hear from someone with the vision to know…
Be gentle on yourself as you rise in the oven, don’t get overly anxious or make any sudden moves; i didn’t let the eggs sit out all day, bringing them to room temperature just so you could make a scramble out of my souffle. The oven really does have to be that hot or the air won’t create the space and you won’t rise like you need to, all those perfect air bubbles in the mix are evidence that the chef was trained in only the best of kitchens. The Refiner’s fire never was meant to leave the silver full of dross ya know. i even broke my blade while chopping the ironwood for the fire and had to go back to the forge to make a new one–always a sign of strong portence–to be sure.
and not to worry, the crack in the bowl is from when dog and goddess rushed into the kitchen so excited they were back in time to add the bergamot and ginger they gathered just for you. that crack allows for just the right amount of steam to escape when the pressure is so intense and cannot be contained, and all that steam makes for such a good crust on the outer layers. The spices are called for in an amazing recipe my mother taught us (madre de dios, she does have quite a good sense of mirth) they prepare the senses for so many opportunities to taste the flavor of life–i can’t wait to savor those moments with you.
it’s not long now–you’ll know when you are ready–just go ahead and join the hosts of heaven in the dining hall–we have a feast layed in your honor..